Puppet

Familiar stranger
Behind a mask
Coward in disguise.

This is not a test
This is over
A man that is not mine.

Whether this is to make me lonely
Or run back into his arms
I'll never give him the outcome

He desires...
His attention
i hope he get's all that he deserves,

And moves on
The malice has a purpose
It's just stupid.

Over a boy
That isn't mine
I deal with grief.

Only thing you prove
Is that you can
Easily be used.

Untitled

I live my life
the way I wan to
What do you do with your's?

Idle hands
Idle Mischief
I'm missing the point of your malice.

Life goes on,
But you appear to be stuck
Burnt bridges leave you stranded.

This is the life :-\
Pardon my sarcasm
on your situation.

It's just that.....

Your life must be perfect
Since you've found time
To meddle in mine.

I dropped a couple pounds

So I have been trying to delasy going to do my blood test to see if my cholesterol has lowered. And I was worried about my weight. I still eat my small portions of food, make sure i get some fruits and veggies in for the week. I did back slide a couple of times but I am getting back on track. Anywhoo, yesterday while I was at a friends house I saw they had a scale. Mind you I had just finished eating dinner. So in my head I was thinking "This chicken is gonna weigh me down!"- But I stepped on the scale and waited to see my balance.

I currently weigh 206lbs. Some weight loss is better than none. I was suppose to lose 35lbs but this is progress and hopefully my doctor will see that. I was 215 last time he saw me. OOOOH! I'm nervous again. I'm just gonna take my test this week and get it over with. Wish me luck!

i love maki goto

I can honestly say i enjoy every song she has created.

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Wandering Observer

One of these things is not like the other
One of them is not the same
It is different and stigmatized.

He said she said,
That I am a sin
A name I wasn't given.

Tell her,
That I said
I am human.

Seen as anything
Except what's true
Labels blur your vision.

Easy to condemn
Harder to accept
Did you forget I was "His" Child too?

Exiled by a society
I was born in
Again...I life I did not choose.