Ok at first i wasn't feeling this song, but it has grown on me. It doesn't help that everyone and they momma keeps singing it. But once i saw this video and tried to whip my hair I knew I had to add it onto my mp3. Imma whip my hair while i walk hunnii! LOL! Anyways check out this video. The dance is cute! but those girls could've wore more clothing. Shame on those parents!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I wanna scream!
I am definately loving the new look of my page. It definately fits my mood and situation. I feel so powerless right now. What can I possibly do right now to make a difference and prevent all this? It's becoming quite obvious that someone doesn't want me to be in love right now, and they aren't happy for me. It also seems like it is more than one person doing this. I could be wrong.
I am amazed and terrified that someone is out there with a strong desire to see me single. And the fact that they will do anything to make it happen is something to be worried about. They are not only trying to hurt me, they are also willing to hurt ppl i care about in the process.
What could possibly be gained from ending my relationship? Sure i would be heart broken and bitter, but that doesn't mean I am gonna run into their arms looking for comfort. That doesn't mean I am gonna be with them. And I won't stay depressed forever. What will this accomplish?
What inspired this craziness? What type of closure could I offer to end all this?
So many questions and nobody is brave enough to answer. All of this behind the scenes sh*t for what? so you can do your dirt and smile in my face. Be that shoulder I can cry on...while all the while you are happy that i am sad.
Here is my question! WHERE IN THE BLUE F*CK OF ALL F*CKS IS KARMA?!?!?!?! This situation definately calls for devine intervention and nothing is happening!!!!!!!! ummmm...why?????????? It's gonna be almost a year of this crap and it hasn't stopped yet. This person is taking time out of their day to do this sh*t. Strike them now Lord!
Well it would be nice if you could....
On top of that I feel bad for hurting my boo. Well I did right along with them. I gave them the amno, they pulled the trigger. And even though he has forgiven me, I have not forgiven myself. And I think I am taking this harder than him. This is what happens when i care about someone else's feelings. I ruined his first day of school experience with my shinans. Eventually I will forgive myself though.
So much drama in few hours it's a mess. Jesus take my wheel and give me a reason to relax. What's a girl to do when all this drama keeps happening?
I am amazed and terrified that someone is out there with a strong desire to see me single. And the fact that they will do anything to make it happen is something to be worried about. They are not only trying to hurt me, they are also willing to hurt ppl i care about in the process.
What could possibly be gained from ending my relationship? Sure i would be heart broken and bitter, but that doesn't mean I am gonna run into their arms looking for comfort. That doesn't mean I am gonna be with them. And I won't stay depressed forever. What will this accomplish?
What inspired this craziness? What type of closure could I offer to end all this?
So many questions and nobody is brave enough to answer. All of this behind the scenes sh*t for what? so you can do your dirt and smile in my face. Be that shoulder I can cry on...while all the while you are happy that i am sad.
Here is my question! WHERE IN THE BLUE F*CK OF ALL F*CKS IS KARMA?!?!?!?! This situation definately calls for devine intervention and nothing is happening!!!!!!!! ummmm...why?????????? It's gonna be almost a year of this crap and it hasn't stopped yet. This person is taking time out of their day to do this sh*t. Strike them now Lord!
Well it would be nice if you could....
On top of that I feel bad for hurting my boo. Well I did right along with them. I gave them the amno, they pulled the trigger. And even though he has forgiven me, I have not forgiven myself. And I think I am taking this harder than him. This is what happens when i care about someone else's feelings. I ruined his first day of school experience with my shinans. Eventually I will forgive myself though.
So much drama in few hours it's a mess. Jesus take my wheel and give me a reason to relax. What's a girl to do when all this drama keeps happening?
Time
Bound by your restrictions
My smile you never want to see
If it can't be you,
Then it can't be him.
I was always around,
But never good enough.
What you needed.
But not at the time.
For 7 years I was here
A wallflower that was never picked
I sat blooming
Maturing into my beauty.
You watched me with observant eyes
Yet you never parted your lips
As i grew into my skin
They boys noticed me.
Biting your lip
The green in your eyes
Grew darker from jealousy
Continuing to sit on your hands.
He saw me from a distance,
And me his valentine
Priceless by his appraisal,
He reached out for my hand.
How dare you do such things
He doesn't have the right
You saw me first
So I should be your's by law of sight.
My heart is spoken for,
and it's not by your voice
Time was wasted
Your minute hand never reached for mine.
You are to blame
For you,
I never waited
Time on me in vain.
My smile you never want to see
If it can't be you,
Then it can't be him.
I was always around,
But never good enough.
What you needed.
But not at the time.
For 7 years I was here
A wallflower that was never picked
I sat blooming
Maturing into my beauty.
You watched me with observant eyes
Yet you never parted your lips
As i grew into my skin
They boys noticed me.
Biting your lip
The green in your eyes
Grew darker from jealousy
Continuing to sit on your hands.
He saw me from a distance,
And me his valentine
Priceless by his appraisal,
He reached out for my hand.
How dare you do such things
He doesn't have the right
You saw me first
So I should be your's by law of sight.
My heart is spoken for,
and it's not by your voice
Time was wasted
Your minute hand never reached for mine.
You are to blame
For you,
I never waited
Time on me in vain.
For keeps
I play your game
I have no choice
Right where you want me.
Everything to lose
These walls keep me
Within your reach.
No places is sacred
I run and run
Run...and...run.
Out of breathe
And options
Where is my sanctuary?
Heaven or Hell?
It's in the eyes of the beholder
This is no paradise...
This game of life
My right to love
Is up for debate.
Not your's to command
Yet you treat me as such
An object of your obsession.
I am my own
leave me be
I am my own.
You can't have me
The shadows you hide behind
Draw the line.
My life
my love
were promised to me.
Not for you to break
Karma's Angel
Forsakes...
One day
It will work in my favor
And shine a light.
Promised to him
Never to you
And that's why you play for keeps.
I have no choice
Right where you want me.
Everything to lose
These walls keep me
Within your reach.
No places is sacred
I run and run
Run...and...run.
Out of breathe
And options
Where is my sanctuary?
Heaven or Hell?
It's in the eyes of the beholder
This is no paradise...
This game of life
My right to love
Is up for debate.
Not your's to command
Yet you treat me as such
An object of your obsession.
I am my own
leave me be
I am my own.
You can't have me
The shadows you hide behind
Draw the line.
My life
my love
were promised to me.
Not for you to break
Karma's Angel
Forsakes...
One day
It will work in my favor
And shine a light.
Promised to him
Never to you
And that's why you play for keeps.
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
LOL Blog
So my homegirl was telling me about this trending topic on twitter called #wangwednesday. OMG somebody is gonna get pregnant. It was interesting to look at. The gay man who invented the Dick Slang must be the same one who invented this trending topic. Hunnii he knows how to play with a man's ego and make it work for him. He is definately getting a show from this. And don't get me started on the #morningwood trending topic. Well played inventor of the Dick Slang! Well played!
Nothing strokes a man's ego more than to brag about how big his penis is and see the girls drool all over it. And hunniiiiiiii they are thirsty! THEY NEED A GLASS OF WATER!!!!!!! I havbe told a few ppl about it so they can check it out. And now all of you can too LOL.
Nothing strokes a man's ego more than to brag about how big his penis is and see the girls drool all over it. And hunniiiiiiii they are thirsty! THEY NEED A GLASS OF WATER!!!!!!! I havbe told a few ppl about it so they can check it out. And now all of you can too LOL.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Traveling
I remember you like yesterday
Familiar pain of mine
this constant feeling.
I run to my happy place
only to see you’ve trashed it
Now I am nomadic.
All I hold dear…
memories treated like clutter
I move on...
Familiar pain of mine
this constant feeling.
I run to my happy place
only to see you’ve trashed it
Now I am nomadic.
All I hold dear…
memories treated like clutter
I move on...
Stay your a$$ in the past!
So a guy that i use to talk to sent me a message to me the other day. At first I was like “Oh jesus take the wheel!” but then I decided I wasn’t gonna pay him no mind. So he sent me a message saying hi. So I thought he had forgot who I was and I thought that was GREAT! Unfortunately he remembered me and wanted to talk about how we were dating at the time (no we weren’t…we were talking) but somehow we loss touch.
So I told him the truth. I told him that we were talking but when i barely heard from him i took it as him not being interested and left him alone. I don’t have time for games I move on. You gotta be cut and dry with these boys. You’ll never get respect if you feed into their sh*t. So then he said that he was. So I was curious to know what happened. Not the it would change anything, I just wanted to know.
This fool said he didn’t know. So I replied “wow that’s f*cked up…LOL”- That shows what kinda of guy he was. I’m glad we didn’t grow into anything he was a joke. But i bare no grudges. He passed me up and my boo found me. So i told him no hard feelings and that we could be friends if he wanted. He said ok and that was that.
Karma did get him though. He met his match. i read a status about him being in love with a girl and the next day she left him and he wanted to be alone. Maybe he needs to make up his mind and he wouldn’t be surrounded by indecisive ppl.
So I told him the truth. I told him that we were talking but when i barely heard from him i took it as him not being interested and left him alone. I don’t have time for games I move on. You gotta be cut and dry with these boys. You’ll never get respect if you feed into their sh*t. So then he said that he was. So I was curious to know what happened. Not the it would change anything, I just wanted to know.
This fool said he didn’t know. So I replied “wow that’s f*cked up…LOL”- That shows what kinda of guy he was. I’m glad we didn’t grow into anything he was a joke. But i bare no grudges. He passed me up and my boo found me. So i told him no hard feelings and that we could be friends if he wanted. He said ok and that was that.
Karma did get him though. He met his match. i read a status about him being in love with a girl and the next day she left him and he wanted to be alone. Maybe he needs to make up his mind and he wouldn’t be surrounded by indecisive ppl.
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