yikes!

Ok So this video is super duper whack and the lyrics are whack. And the song doesn't fit her voice. AND WHY ARE 8TH GRADERS DRIVING AND HAVING PARTIES!?!?!?!? WHERE THE F*CK ARE THE PARENTS??????????

All that aside. They comments this girl has been getting are crazy! ppl have told her to slit her wrist! ummmmm....did ppl forget how old she is? Yikes! This is why ppl are struggling with self esteem issues now! It's ok to joke about how terrible the vid is but attacking her as a person and telling her to harm herself. Wow! real classy! Shame on those who said those things to her. If you don't like her song just don't support her music. Stop watching the vid or even commenting. DUH!!!!

Love Poems

I do not know how
To write them
Digging deep endlessly.

The pain
Is ever present
All that I know.

Like breathing in
I'm use to it
My tearful muse.

I'd love to write
About Love,
But those feelings are bottle up.

Kept in storage
I don't want to share
Not even with myself...

I'd love to hold
Those precious gems
In my hands.

Loving memories to reflect on
And prove to myself
That for me...It can exist.

Dirty hands
Searching within
Trying. Determined. Nostalgic.

Stoic

Cold as ice,
I don't mean to be
I'm not use to being touched.

Affection is new
Requires time and patience
Bare with me.

Feelings locked inside
Wondering
How to be expressed?

I'll get the hang of this
Be the best boyfriend ever
Would you believe me...

If...

I said I was learning
Don't sleep on me boo
You might miss me blossom.

I'll melt in time
I'm just getting use to you
Bare with me.

I will show you.

Wonderland Blues

I play Alice
In this wonderland of
What the f*ck!?!?!

I followed a rabbit once
I was lost and left hanging
So I lead myself.

my effort seems in vain
waiting on others to catch up
Time is ticking.

Tired of seeing the twins coulda and woulda
I need something certain
Where if your motivation?

Nothing's met
Goals are left stranded
I keep faith in someday.

I can't see it,
But I know
it's out there.

eager for a taste
of better days
So flavorful.

Do me more
Do me more
Do me more

No more promises
Embrace your potential
It needs a hug.

I'm tired of Red Queens
Ruling with no consistency
Subject to change.

The Cheshire cat
Sh*ts in her throne room
Like she sh*ts on me.

She doesn't like it
Join the club
I don't eiither.

Aimlessly walking
Will I see you?
On this path to the inevitable...

We're not kids anymore
We must wear our crowns as adults
The White Queen and her King.

I'm tired of this halfway point
I gave you 100
Where is my change?

Here

I am human
This Fragile heart needs walls
Running from my pain,
But it's trapped inside.

It grabs hold of me
Like an abusive lover does a spouse
My other arm waves for freedom
It doesn't see me.

It's safe to say I made this Hell
Trying to run from you
Seeking understanding in my sleep
It doesn't hear me.

Thrown against these walls
"Face your fear!"
Please, I'd rather not imagine your eyes
This pain has a face.

You look just like him
Hurt like him too
My tongue is bleeding
Because i keep biting down.

I'd feel better if I say it,
But my morals want me to be a good person
I want to keep my Halo,
But I am tired of hurting myself.

So with a bloody smirk
I look at you
My soggy eyes justify the means
I say it proudly...

I hate you.

So vile and yet so freeing
I won't let this rule my life
"He'll suffer if I do"
I won't lose him over thoughts of you.

I know i'll never have an apology
So i'll stop wanting
My satisfaction is for me to give
My walls come down

You don't look so strong
Soon you'll be weak just like him
Eventually forgotten
Loved him once, but no more.

And that's ok...

Beyond this point lies my happiness
It's time I start walking towards it
Your grip is slipping
It's time to let go.

Baggage cease to exist
I want to walk without you
It's ok to feel this way
Hurt people do.

I choose not to dwell another day
Let this be where I leave it
My pain has a home,
And it's no longer with me.