Dear Mom,

I don't know your reasons,
But you feel justified
Feelings have evolved
Momma, you don't love me like you use to.

Somewhere between regret and obligations
You found your bitterness,
And a reason to excuse your behavior
Momma, when did you get to be so mean?

I use to be your light,
But now everything is dim
Sabotaging my future
So it can seem just like your's.

It was you who pulled the trigger
Mom, I didn't ask to be here
I'm not to blame for your choices
So don't point your hostility at me.

You placed the smoking gun into my hands
Looking for someone to blame
Someone to vent your frustrations on
Therapy for your burdened soul.

How you treat me isn't right
I'm sure you know...
Our relationship is on the rocks,
But do you care?

When the flames have settled
From the bridge you have burnt
Will you be happy when you are alone
Or will you expect me to still be standing on the other side?