You tried it!

I wish I could say
"I understand."
But I don't.

I could pretend
I don't want to hear your reasons,
But I do.

You smiled in my face
With a knife behind your back
This is what jealousy feels like.

This is what projection feels like
Disguised as a friend
You pulled your tricks.

I hurt,
He hurt,
In time you will too.

Time told all that you tried to hide
So long friend,
I thought I knew.

I'm not bitter
I'm better
Isn't that why this started?

You owe me nothing,
But i'll never get it
So pay it forward with Karma.

"To each his own"
But my life was never your's to warp
It's mine to repair.

You went up against destiny,
And failed
Attempting to make yourself feel better.

Did it help?